Today is a day that I will not talk about us...
A day that I won't talk about how hard it is to think and want someone else so much.
I won't talk about your smell that infests my room,
not even comment on how much I like your hugs
Not today, today I won't say,
that I will stop complaining about everything,
about Us
Not today,
Today I won't say how much you calm me down and make me happy
How much I don't want to love you and without realizing my heart wanted you...
Today I will not speak.
I don't even want to remember how long we've been together,
I will not comment because you will already say that I started with the subject,
that today is a “special” day and ironically I have nothing to celebrate.
I won't say I'll try to forget you again
and start all over again as if it were a game,
where both want to win and only lose...
Not today, I will not do
again I kept my problems to myself,
my fears, anxieties and comfort
that there should be a day for lovers and singles,
to celebrate the whole day, like everyone else.